knp aku cpt lpe???!!!

salam....


jue x phm lah sjk kblkngan n! jue cpt sngt lpe...knp???! jue x nk jde p'lpe.. :'(
ya Allah tlng jue...jue tkt kalau 1 day bnda yg jue pkr n! akn b'laku...:(
smlm mama dh psn b'raper kle untk bge bju tu dkt c!k gee..tpe akh!r nye jue lpe...
WHY????!!
anybody help me....!! :( ..!
plzzzz!! :(